YaTiRaMLi
25th july 2010


sheril!!! tahniah2..ko dah jadik mak org *eh silap* bini org..hikhik..
tahniah jugak utk wariey sbb ko berjaya curik hati sheril & make her as urs ;)
hepi for both of u..

their big day is on 24th july 2010 at pekan, pahang
thanks to 3 bro (sila rujuk gambar di bawah) sbb benarkan aku turut serta
*pempuan yg berlenggang kat tepi tuh not included ye..hikhik*
tanpa mereka, siapalah aku..*eh, ape yg aku melalut nih?? @ji*75@?kf!&%*



sampai2 jek, tgok banner nih..wah wah..hebat banner..ade kelas gitu..hehe..

jeng jeng..the bride..tantikk..
like this colour *actually pernah berangan nak sanding pkai kaler nih*
tapi sheril dah ambik dulu..uwaaaa :((



seperti bese la, mesti la kene ade gambar aku *ambik berkat..hikhik*
so, sape xde awek lagi, cepat2 isi borang...
wahahaha..i'm promoting myself *erkkk..tak malu..haha*


the bedroom set..simple tapi tantikk jugak..*sbb aku dah suke kaler ni, mesti la aku cakap tantikkk..huhu*


the pelamin..
tp malangnya x dapat ambik gambar pengantin kat atas pelamin :(
reasons dia:
1. photographers memenuhi depan pelamin (kalo izan ada, mesti dia dah berjaya ambik gambar tuh dgn hp canggih dia..hehe) *izan, sumpah gmbar dari hs ko tantikk a.k.a muka aku sgt fotogenik kalo ambik gambar guna hs ko..haha*
2. tiga jejaka bujang tuh dah nak balek *aku ikut je la sbb bukan aku driver..hoho*



hantaran *sume saya sukeee sbb kaler putih*
uwaaa...sheril!! nape ko kebas tema yg aku angan2kan..uwaa uwaaa..
sambil kesat air mata, teruskan jugak cite..sobsob *okeh..dah2..gedik gile aku..pkwe pon xde, dah gedik pk kawen..haha*

hantaran 1: the book "zikir & doa harian*
bese org bagi al-Quran..tapi, bagi buku ni unik jugak..


hantaran 2: bunga telur


hantaran 3: baju melayu


hantaran 4: hugo boss set


hantaran 5: the casio watch


hantaran 6: buah2an import *nape aku x nah jumpe org bagi tembikai masa hantaran..unik hape..haha*
hantaran 7: belt & wallet
hantaran 8: sireh junjung
hantaran 9: cokelat *tangan terase gatal2 jek nak curik sebijik..hukhuk*
hantaran 10: the shoes
(pics not included..sowi yee)

hantaran dari pihak lelaki utk the bride x sempat nak ambik gambar..huu..

around 2.30 pm, berangkat lah kami pulang
eh, tipu..ktorg gi kemaman *sbb diorg nak makan sata* wa dah ckp lu, sata kemaman beshhh..hee..
tpi eh KEMAMAN??!!! erkkk..NAK BALEKKKKK!!
so, dgn meninggalkan diorg di kedai sata..aku pon balek umah *kejam tak aku??tak kan??kan kan??hikhik*
~~~
yey!! dapat gak balek peluk mak, jumpe ayah, akak, abg..bla bla bla..
yg rase terharu *cite smbil mengesatkan air mata lagi* ayah dah packing kan rambutan, manggis dan langsat utk anak kesayangan dia bwk balek serdang..hee ;))

so, sampai serdang around 10.30 pm
penat gilosss walaupon bukan aku yg drive *thanks to the driver...kan besh kalo tiap kali nak balek ada driver cmnih..tak yah aku penat drive 4jam non-stop..huu*
1130 pm, aku dah pengsan..haha..

nak tgok pics sheril yg len??
tunggu je la dia upload sendiri kat fb dia..hikhik :p

YaTiRaMLi
malam ni penin pilih baju utk kenduri sheril esok
*macam aku plak yg nak kawen..haha*
tapi penampilan itu penting lol
mana la tau, jumpe future husband di sana..hikhik *niat dah lari dari tujuan asal..haha*

bukak almari jek..tgok sume baju dah bese pkai
*mmg patut pon..dah berkurun kot aku xde baju baru* -.-
penat2 pilih, ahernye pilih la baju raya 3 tahun lepas *sedih gile bunyi..huu*
dah pilih baju, penin lak nak match kan ngn tudung *benci situasi cmni..erghhh*
mula2 try tudung kelabu mira *dah mintak kebenaran ngn mira dlu :)*
"erm..macam boley tahan"
pastu lama2 tgok..."erkkkk...mcm x seswai la nyah"
cube korang tgok
btol kan x seswai??kan? kan? *aku dah ckp dah..aku sumpah x reka2 cite..huu*



pastu try lak ngn tudung itam *walaupn aku sbnrnye x suke pkai tudung itam*
sumpah berdendam smpai mati ngan abg yie sbb dia ckp x nmpak muka aku bile aku pkai tudung itam -.- *tau la aku itam..sobsob :(*

pastu try lak ngan tudung putih
"haihhh...contra sgt la pulak kaler dia"
sumpah lagi skali aku x reka cite *sila rujuk kpd gmbar di bawah*



pastu dah rase mcm "erghhhh..nak baju baru!!!" -.-
last2 sangkut balek baju tuh
tukar ambik baju lain..senang cite *tuh tanda aku dah malas nk pk dah..hoho*

"tapi bukan ke gi kenduri dlu tuh dah pkai baju nih??"
konon x nak pkai baju yg dah bese pkai sbb nak nmpk len dlm gambar *dah bajet nk ambek gmbr manyak2 esok..hihi*
tapi..bukan ke baju yg aku dah gosok tadi baju konvo aku??? *erkkk..dah lebih 10 dozen kot aku bergambar pkai baju tuh :(*

ahhh..lantak la labu
bukan ko pon yg nak kawen *tu lagi skali tanda yg aku dah malas nk pk..huu*

so, decided!! esok g kenduri sheril pkai baju kaler hijau gold *contra gile kaler ngan tema sbb sheril nye tema kaler grey :(*

tapi keputusan muktamad!!
ok..nak tdo dah sbb esok akan melalui perjalanan jauh ke pekan..hoho
ok..bye!!
YaTiRaMLi
23rd july 2010
which song should i keep play in my mind??
this song??

or maybe this song??
erm...
dun know what to think anymore
ya Allah, please ease my way~~

YaTiRaMLi

alhamdulillah, dapat gak pose ari nih walaupun byk btol cabaran & dugaan
walaupon tangan terase ringan je nk bukak fridge pagi tadi
walaupon kaki terase ringan je nak melangkah ke cafe
walaupon pukul2 tuh, lutut dah gigil, tangan dah ketar
tapi, pose berjaya diteruskan ;)


caranya???
try to bermonolog to myself
cakap;
"bulan rejab dah nak abes, ntah dpt jumpe rejab lagi ke tak lepas ni" *ok, insaf kejap..huu*
pastu, bile mengingatkan yang malam smlm da makan byk gile babun
sampai makcik kt kedai tu pon heran cam mana aku ley makan byk cmtu
tapi mesti dia nk mintak tips
"camne aku makan byk tapi maintain slim"
*wakakaka, perasan giloss!!*
ntah2 makcik tu ckp.."budak ni makan tak baca bismillah agaknye"
*erkkkk...tapi aku siap baca doa makan skali tau..huu*


pagi tdi, terase sedikit sedih
maybe sbb "dia" x msg
huh..like i care
*but, i do care :(*
sampai rase mcm malas nk bangun tido
malas nak memulakan hari baru *okeh, aku mmg sensitip!*


tapi, finally lagu automatic by tokio hotel berbunyi
wah..en. zool call
dan lagi wah lagi..SEQUENCE results dah dapat!!!
yipppiiieee
okeh! dah tak sabar nak mulakan hari baru :)


hari yg mendung bertukar ceria ;)))
rase nak senyum tanpa henti jek
maybe rezeki sbb pose di bulan rejab
alhamdulillah :)
finally, got the results to present for the meeting tomorrow
STOP CODON a.k.a TAA berjaya dijumpai
hati sangat gembira
that means, today, i move forward in my research :))
yeahhh!!! RESEARCH IS MY PASSION..*try tanamkan ayat tu dalam hati..huu*


nak tau TAA tuh hape?
dia mcm nih haa..
*nampak tak hurup tu aku dah besarkan, siap letak dlm circle lgi..huhu*

sape yg tak ambik molecular biology or biotechnology, tak yah la susah2 korang nak paham

sbb korang mmg tak kan paham pon ape yg aku melalut tuh..haha..

whatever it is, rase sgt gumbira

tapi sedih juga..haihhhh...*nape u sll dera perasaan i?? :(*

YaTiRaMLi
finally, got a chance to watch despicable me..
yeahhh..thanx to iera..
iera, cayang ko..muah muahhh ;))
u make my dream comes true *cam hape jek..haha*
like this movie soooo much
laugh and laugh, likes dun wanna stop
sampai pipi rase penat sbb byk sgt gelak..haha..
so, this movie is recommended!!!
the best cartoon ever *five star* yeahhh...
the little cute agnes, the naughty edith & the good sister;margo
and the bad gru *tapi sgt suke dis character esp bile dia tunjuk muka tak sampai ati bile kene pujuk ngan those kids* :)
overall, sgt BESTTTT!!!!
feels like wanna watch it again :D

those who wanna watch this movie, tapi xde teman, can ask me to accompany

i dgn rela hati ley temankan

*tapi kalo nak banje, lagi suke..ngeee :))*

YaTiRaMLi

meeting again...grrr..
what i have to present?? NO RESULTS!!! *sigh* :(

ish ish..tak bek mengeluh..
ok..positive positive!!
move on, yati!! yeahhhh *semangat tak..hukhuk..*

nak semangat lagi??
tulis besar2 perkataan ni dalam bilik tido anda
"RESEARCH IS MY PASSION!!!"
erkkk..boley caye ke?? *better dun believe me..huu*

what important is, i finish prepared my slide presentation for this coming meeting..yeahhhh!!!

1st slide...


then...



mumbling, more and more...

*dalam hati, bukan ade org paham pun..belasah jek..hukhuk*


finally...


fuh fuh..
eh eh, tak leh tarik nafas lega lagi

hope this coming meeting, sumenye berjalan ngan lancar

aminnn ;)
YaTiRaMLi
last friday, got a message
"yati nak tgok eclipse x?"
of course i replied..."nakkkkk!!!" :D

thanx to abg palie - abg kesayangan :)
finally, dapat gak tgok eclipse
kalo x, asek dgr jek org cite
pegi tgok movie tu, movie ni
aku dlm hati "sape nk tgok wayang ngn aku bile masing2 da asek kuar tgok
wayang ngn mr. bf memasing??"
*cian kt aku kan..sobsob" :(
"nasib badan, terima je la yati" :(


again, thanks to abg palie
tapi bile abg palie dah duk nun jauh di jengka
sape lagi yg sudi nak temankan??
*sedey lagi :(*


ok! dah dah..
sad mode harus di switch off T_T

so, berjaya tgok 2 cite nih..

2 2 cite, so-so je la..

xde la best sgt pon

tpi dpt kuar tgok wayang, at least dpt mengurangkan tensen dan tekanan

yg memenuhi dada tu pon da ckup

thanx again abg palie :)


tapi nak tgok cite ni jugak..

tapi....

*terima je la hakikat ko x dapat nak tgok cite ni, yati*
sedey lagi :((

finally, sad mode tak berjaya di switch off :((
YaTiRaMLi
when others asking the question, "why u just cant forget him, throw him away, far far away from ur life?" if to do it as simple as u say, i"ll do it..now!!without waiting for ur order..

But, i also same as other people..have the feelings to fall in love and to be in love..but, maybe i got wrong person at wrong time in wrong place..but, what if he's the 1 that has been create for me?? *i knoe its wrong to think like that* but, i really, totally in love with him :(

to see all close frens are happy with their soulmate, i admit that feels a bit jealous with them..jealous to see them happy but i'm not.. jealous to see how wonderful their life but i'm not..jealous when i think how lucky they are, but i'm not..

but, i'm happy for them..maybe, the happiness is not mine..yet..

SuRaTaN aTaU kEbEtUlAn

sesuatu yang tak di sangka
seringkali mendatangi kita
itukah suratan dalam kehidupan
atau hanya satu kebetulan

kita asyik membicarakan
persoalan hidup dan pilihan
sedang kejujuran semakin berkurang
masih tiada bertemu jawapan

walau kita dihadapkan
dengan berbagai pilihan
kenapa sering terjadi
pilihan yang tak menepati

hingga amat menakutkan
menghadapi masa depan
seolah telah terhapus
sebuah kehidupan yang kudus

pertemuan sekali ini
bagi diriku amat bererti
tetapi ku bimbang untuk menyatakan
bimbangkan berulang kesilapan

to izan..congratulations on ur becoming engagement day..i'm hepi for u..hope the happiness is urs ;)
YaTiRaMLi
hooyeahh..the 30th in my family..can u imagine i have 30 nieces n nephews in my family..*phewww..haha* sooo many..

juz imagine when we have a gathering, especially during raya time, all of us gather with kids playing, make noisy sound *even sometimes feels annoying, tapi diorg la penceria suasana*..i like kids especially those who *pandai bodek*, eg balqis..haha :)




And on 9th july 2010 @ 11pm, jeng jeng..i got another nephew and he's the 30th..so cute, cumill, geram tgok rase mcm nak cubit2, rase cam nak angkut bawak balek serdang..tapi sape nak jaga?? *erkk..lupa lak budak tu bukan anak patung or teddy cam bobo* haha..



So, without further due, i introduce u the 30th..jeng jeng jeng *macam press conference lak..hakhak*


Che Ku Hafiz Amsyar bin Che Ku Mohd Suhaimi *actually dun very like the "che ku" kat depan tu..huu..kalo abg ipar aku baca, mampus aku..hahaha..* born at Hospital Kemaman, weight 3.2 kg *so, juz imagine how chubby he is..hee..geram lagi..grrrr*




cumiilll kan??grrrr...gerammm...

bile tgok baby, cubit2 pipi diorg, rase mcm x sabar nak timang anak sendiri..wakakaka *silap2 aku buat anak tu mcm anak patung..bile nanges, letak dlm drawer..hikhik..kejam2..ish ish..

The 31st will be coming soon, but not so soonn..so, waittt..i'll be upload the 31st when he or she's coming to the new world..mesti comel cam mokti dia..hee..

see ya =)


YaTiRaMLi
When see others start blogging, i have desired to start also *haha..poyos*..actually, i dun have a very concrete reason why i start blogging..but what for sure, i hope can story everything that i want to *if u dun want to read, then dont!!huu..* with hope, i can feel a bit relief n happy n better n bla bla bla..*try to stop mumbling..huhu *

when i start to creat blogspot acc, n have been asked for what should i write as a header, i dun know what is it..but "happy life begin" is 1 that i really wish for..it doesnt mean i dun have a happy life..but, lately my life feel so empty..maybe not so happy as before..but CHILSS!! I dun want to make a sad story on my 1st posted page.

so, here i am..

let's share the story =)